Johan Djourou admits he is in the dark over whether or not he will stay at Birmingham or return to Arsenal.
The Swiss international is currently on loan at St Andrews, but is due to return to Arsenal next month.
Djourou has impressed during his stint at Birmingham and Blues boss Alex McLeish is keen to try and extend his stay.
Centre back Djourou admits it is a tough decision for him and that he would be happy with either scenario.
"Obviously I love my club Arsenal and if they want me back, hopefully it will be for a good reason," Djourou told Sky Sports News.
"I want to play there as well.
"It is a difficult choice but I have to accept what the manager is going to do.
"I would be happy in both situations."